the semester is finally done!!

just got bk home 2 days ago.  havnt done much.  chilled w/ some old friends.  ate out w/ family.  not everyones bk yet.  highlight so far is probably eating and sleeping well lol.  did pretty good on finals. only grades im sure of now is math which i got an A and Psych which i got a B.  ugh missed A in that class by a little. next semester... im going for the 4.0.

the day before i came bk, i went ice skating w/ some friends... and it was the most difficult thing iv attempted in a long time. the number of times i fell mustv been in the double digits.  it was ridiculous. but i got a bit better towards the end. i was just glad the next day i wasnt completely bruised up.  maybe ill give it a second try some time... maybe not lol. but overall it was rly fun. and after that a few of us just played cards for the whole night.  felt like crap by the time i got off the plane and slept forever.  good times good times.  ill miss everyone during the vacation. thnx for making the semester such a fun and memorable one... lol there are some good and pretty bad memories.  see you all next semester.

so over the vacation... i hope to accomplish a few productive things... along w/ just chillin and messing around. need to do applications for next yr. for those of u who dont know, im transferring out next yr cuz UMBC doesnt have a business major. not sure where i wanna go yet. but UM College Park is defintiely on the list, although theres a few i prefer over it. probably gonna be delivery boy for my parents' restaurant again cuz im getting closer and closer to the broke line. also want to get started on studying so i can start the semester off owning School.  but of course the most important part is still just having fun w/ friends and family.  ill wry about the rest after christmas.... or new yr... or...

add: Merry Christmas!!!

taking a break from studying right now... got 2 exams coming up. beyond stressd out

fhuewhfuehafkuha i got in trouble w/ the r.a. a while ago and have to report in for questioning tomorrow. think i might get citation (college version of a warning i guess)... ugh. iv known this for a while but i was hoping to b lucky and the r.a. just would just leave it. been so scared i havnt touched nethin bad for 2 weeks now. 

weekends here r torture.  everyone leaves campus to go home and i dont have a car.  the campus becomes so dead i can hear the crickets while inside my dorm (hopefully theyr not actually in there). i literally see mre squirrels than ppl walking around on weekends.  its pretty depressing...

and recently iv been in a weird mood. kinda withdrawn i guess.  cant make out a genuine loud laugh for my life. but i know im not depressed. but in a way its good cuz i can study btter that way. hopefully ill b bk to normal after those 2 exams r over.

random: ppl say u get homesick the first 2 weeks of college. personally, i dont think so cuz the first 2 weeks, everythings new and exciting i don think about it much. but after getting used to the place, i kinda miss bein bk home. k bk to studying. peace

currently at my friend debby's house right now cuz im going to church w/ her and this other dude tomorrow.  ooommmgggg her house is freakin ridiculous!!! im living in her basement right now, and i wouldnt mind actually living here. its like a house under her house, or at least a condo. theres a living room w/ tv and video games and a workout area, a bar, a computer room, a ping pong room, a bedroom and a full bathroom... all in her basement. wtf!! and its pretty concealed so i rly feel like im living in a house by myself right now.  the actual house is even mre ridiculous, im not even gonna waste my time trying to describe the whole thing.

neway this week has been good so far.  alot of studying, played poker for the first time in a while, small partying, went bowling, the rest is normal routine.   only 1 real bad thing happened. screwed up my ankle pretty bad playing basketball monday. still hurts right now when i put pressure on my right leg. but gettin much better.... so hope next week will b just as good or better

ok so its 215 a.m. right now and everyones asleep, but i had some caffeine from the soda a while ago and am still running on it.... so i just took pics of MY NEW HOUSE and just gonna post them

edit: ugh dun know why. its not working right. ill post them some other time

about 1 month here now. seems like iv been here for a yr alrdy. was reading compi's xanga and it just hit me how much i miss the old days when we were younger. when movies meant some disney cartoon, when board games were actually fun, and parties meant celebration station or bowling or something.  i dun know... guess iv been so caught up in all the college drama and shit... im sorta sick of it. and i can begin to feel winter coming alrdy. need some coats.  maybe a northface one.  kinda expensive, but ppl say its rly warm. dun know if i should get one. heard it actually doesnt snow much here... what a disappointment.

on the good side, watching Into the Blue and going bowling tonight. omg i miss bowling soooo much. also been owning every math quiz and test. although i just failed the living hell out of philosophy exam. aight im out. gl to everyone in everything

hey everyone. so sry to hear about what happened recently. i know times r rly tough right now, but that means we just have to b even stronger and i know things will eventually b ok. so weird.... and sad to think that the last time i saw everyone and said goodbye was actually rly good bye (for alot of u) forever or a looong long time since alot of u r planning on staying at wherever u have evacuated. and all this happened like the day i moved in too.  but neway im sure we'll meet up again some day... but until then, plz keep in touch and good luck at whereever ur at... i rly miss everyone and all the good times we've had. hopefully itll b enough to hold us together

college.... has been pretty good in some aspects and disappointing in others.  classes r starting to b hard.  whatever u guys hear about being independent and self-motivating is all true. iv alrdy skipped classes twice.... and the result of both times r enough to motivate me not to skip again.  and lots of reading and studying. nm paper hw.  only been to 2 parties so far, but its ok cuz i rly need to spend mre time studying.  im planning on transferring next yr... but dun know yt. ummm cant rly think of nemre to write even though its been so long. but neway, just keep in touch everyone.  peace 

edit: finally found a church last sunday and went. it was ok. but i couldnt convince ne of my friends to go so i ended up going by myself, which made it pretty boring. i mean they were all nice and friendly and all, but i dun know.... it was different. i miss nocbc.  so other than the church issue, everything is going well w/ ppl and friends. its so weird... i swear there is someone here that has a representation of everyone bk home... like seriously everyone